Friday, July 26, 2013

Never Unnoticed

I love being right with God. And I love talking to him. I was laying here thinking about someone who just never seems to notice me.  Then I realized that it doesn't matter if there are people who don't even seem to know I exist...I only need Gods recognition! And I never go unnoticed by God!

I wish I didn't even focus a tiny bit on what the world thinks of me. God never ceases to make me feel loved! I never have to wait a minute for Him. He's available 24/7, and He always will be! I never go unnoticed to Him!!! I love that I don't have to say that over and over again trying to convince myself. It's truth. No matter where I'm at or what time it is I feel Gods presence with me! And it's absolutely wonderful! 

I long to be able to hear that still small voice more and more. I never want to ignore it. 

This coming week I want to make people feel noticed. I want to show them the love that God shows me. I want to show them that that love is free to them too!

Thank you Lord for your love!



Sunday, July 21, 2013

Blessed!

Today I am struck with the fact that God has blessed me with amazing family and friends! I am so thankful for the encouragement I get from the people in my life, as well as the loving corrections!

We celebrated Adams (my daycare brothers) 2nd birthday! I can't believe he's already two! 

As I looked out on the lake today I realized we didn't even have my three brothers last year when he turned one! That's so weird to me! I feel like we've had them for forever. It'll be David's one year anniversary in August and Javons 1st birthday in September! So many things have happened over the year! They've changed me so much. I can't imagine my life without them! 

Pretty soon we'll have a new family member! Adams mom is having a baby! Life never seems to slow down and keeps getting more complicated and exciting. I'm glad I have the best family and friends that are able to experience all of this with me! And the majority of them are wanting to follow in His steps like me! 

I have amazing role models in my life! I'm thankful for every single one of them! 

Thank you Lord for placing these people in my life!

Friday, July 19, 2013

Grrr

I desperately need Gods help with my attitude. I wish people didn't lie... Actually I just want sin to vanish!

I am so thankful that God has given my family the opportunity to foster! I'm serious it's the best thing that's ever happened to me! I love the boys with all my heart! Which makes everything more excruciatingly painful! 

Lord I do believe, help my overcome my unbelief! I trust you and know you have a plan for me my family and these wonderful three boys! Show me how to LOVE THE UNLOVABLE, show me how to REACH THE UNREACHABLE, help me now TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE! Help me to forgive!!!  Give me peace! I want your love to pour out of me! Please, give me a joy unspeakable, a peace that passes all understanding!!

Use me God! 
In your precious name Amen!

Friday, July 12, 2013

Here I am

I believe today would be day 74 of the WWJD challenge...

That's a long time! I'm already able to look back and see how much I've grown! I can't wait to look back a year from now!

As I get to know God more it's clear to me that it's not an option to go and tell people about God! We are supposed to go and make disciples! Man! It's crazy how it can be so much easier to go to another country and do that, than it is to go to your neighbor. At least that's how it is for me.

I depend on myself way to much! I've said that so many times in this blog. That's my biggest stumbling block. I've seen what totally surrendering and letting God lead can do! That's what I want every day of my life! And that's how it should be!

He tells me to be strong and courageous...to be bold! He says he will use our weaknesses to show his strength! He will put words in my mouth. All I have to say is here I am use me Lord! With God I've already won! I have nothing to worry about! He is reaching out his hand, and all I need to do is take it! It's so simple.

I don't want to let fear control me. Fear of being judged by the people around me for being bold in my faith. A verse a day on Facebook is not "reaching out" enough! So I'll take His hand, I will let Him lead! He has amazing things planned for my life and your life!

"You’re reaching out to me oh I can see you've got something beautiful planned
  So I’ll take hold of you I know you’ll pull me through
No matter what happens, I will follow you"
: :Reaching Out To Me
HERE I AM USE ME LORD!



Into the heart of the darkest places
Into the lost and the lonely spaces
Bringing the hope and the life You've given
I'll move cause You move me

Into the lives of forgotten children
Showing the love they were never given
Open my eyes to the world I don't see
Show me cause I know...

We need, a heart for the hopeless, reaching
The places unspoken, move me Lord
Raise up, a desperate people, leading
The lost and feeble, use me Lord
Use me Lord

Give me a fire that's always burning
Every desire for You is stirring
I am alive now to show Your glory
I'll move cause You move me

Into the light when Your love is shining
Only by faith with Your Spirit guiding
Open my eyes to the world I don't see
Show me cause I know...

We need, a heart for the hopeless, reaching
The places unspoken, move me Lord
Raise up, a desperate people, leading
The broken and feeble, use me Lord
Here I am, use me Lord

We need to wake up
We need to raise up
Cause I will never stand still, Lord keep me moving, moving

We need, a heart for the hopeless, reaching
The places unspoken, move me Lord
Here I am, use me Lord
Raise up, a desperate people, leading
The broken and feeble, use me Lord
Here I am, use me Lord

We need, a heart for the hopeless, reaching
The places unspoken, use me Lord
Use me Lord
Raise up, a desperate people, leading
The broken and feeble, use me Lord
Here I am, use me Lord 

Saturday, July 6, 2013

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On My Knees

Life is hard! And it seems to keep getting harder! I hate how many times I have to do it but once again I NEED to give it all to Jesus!

So God, here I am again! On my knees...I give it all to you. I have no clue what I am doing. No clue at all!  Take control. Guide me! Make it totally clear where you want me. Please! Thank you Jesus for your peace, your patience, and your love!

I lift up my eyes to the hills.
    From where does my help come? 
 My help comes from the Lord,
    who made heaven and earth.
Psalm 121:1



Troubles chasing me again
Breaking down my best defense
I’m looking
God, I’m looking for You
Weary just won’t let me rest
And fear is filling up my head
I’m longing
God, I’m longing for You
But I will


Find You in the place I’m in
Find You when I’m at my end
Find You when there’s nothing left of me to offer You except for brokenness
You lift me up, You never leave me thirsty
When I am weak, when I am lost and searching
I find You on my knees


So what if sorrow shakes my faith
What if heartache still remains
I’ll trust You
My God, I’ll trust You
‘Cause You are faithful
And I will


When my hope is gone
When the fear is strong
When the pain is real
When it’s hard to heal
When my faith is shaken
And my heart is broken
And my joy is stolen
God, I know that
You lift me up, You never leave me searching

 

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Dry Bones

I based our bible study on Ezekiel 37 a couple nights ago, and talked about how the Lord can bring life into our "pile of dry bones".
And he said to me, “Son of man, can these bones live?” And I answered, “O Lord God, you know.” Then he said to me, “Prophesy over these bones, and say to them, O dry bones, hear the word of the Lord. Thus says the Lord God to these bones: Behold, I will cause breath[b] to enter you, and you shall live.  
 The obvious answer to God would be no, they can't live. But God is about to show Ezekiel something amazing.
So I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I prophesied, there was a sound, and behold, a rattling,[c] and the bones came together, bone to its bone. And I looked, and behold, there were sinews on them, and flesh had come upon them, and skin had covered them. But there was no breath in them. Then he said to me, “Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to the breath, Thus says the Lord God: Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe on these slain, that they may live.” 10 So I prophesied as he commanded me, and the breath came into them, and they lived and stood on their feet, an exceedingly great army.
God used this vision as a metaphor. He compared the whole house of Israel to the dry bones. The Israelites believed all hope was lost, but all hope wasn't lost. God was going to mend what was broken. The same healing, and same hope is what God offers us! He wants to breath life into our dry bones! He wants to make us new! What a great thing! no matter how far gone we are he longs to make us new and all we need to do is accept this wonderful gift of grace!

 It's important to remember and easy to forget that even if we are made new we are still faced with hard things but instead of feeling hopeless and defeated we are able to overcome through Christ Jesus! We just need to come to him.

Click this and listen to this AMAZING song!---->
Breathe on me, breath of God, breathe on me
Breathe on me, breath of God, breathe on me
I come alive, I’m alive when you breathe on me
I come alive, I’m alive when you breathe on me
Chorus:
Awake, awake, awake my soul,
God resurrect these bones
From death to life, for you alone
Awake my soul

Speak to me, word of God, speak to me
Speak to me, word of God, speak to me
I come alive, I’m alive when you speak to me
I come alive, I’m alive when you speak to me
Chorus:
Awake, awake, awake my soul,
God resurrect these bones
From death to life, for you alone
Awake my soul

Then He said to me,
“Prophesy to these bones and say to them,
Dry bones, hear the word of the Lord!
This is what the Sovereign Lord says to these bones,
I will make breath into you,
And you will come to life.”
So I prophesied as I was commanded.
As I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound,
And the bones came together, bone to bone.
And I looked, and tendons and the flesh appeared on them,
And skin covered them, but there was no breath in them.
Then He said to me,
Prophesy to the breath,
Prophesy, son of man, and say to it,
Come from four winds, oh breath, and breathe.
Chorus:
Awake, awake, awake my soul,
God resurrect these bones
From death to life, for you alone
Awake my soul
Awake, awake, awake my soul,
God resurrect these bones
From death to life, for you alone
Awake my soul

Yeah, I’m not alone, I realize
I breathe out, I come alive
Your word gives life to my dry bones
Your breath tells death it can ride on
Awake me, make me a living stone,
A testament to your throne, I
I’m nothing without you, I’m on my own
The only one who satisfies my soul